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building character
5-9-'o1: 5:17pm
i've always known...but today it finally really hit me.
i am faced, in the future, with the near-impossible task of catching a man with my personality alone. God blessed me with a smattering of artistic talents and a knack for thinking...but looks weren't on His list for me. it will be a challenge...but challenges build character, right?...!?
so anyway. this week, compared to last week, really has been a lot more relaxed. which is good...another week like that and i'd probably kick the bucket before i graduate on the 9th. which is in a month. a month from today! i didn't even really realize it until i was writing taco a letter today.
the scary thing is though...it doesn't seem like that big of a deal at all. i'd think that'd i'd be like "oh my word, i'm graduating!" but i'm not. maybe i'm just weird like that. it's not like i don't care...it just isn't that big of a deal to me. i think it's my disconnection-connection with high school. i'm disocnnected with everything that high school is "about"...but connected with the end i'll be returning to in...well...what seems like forever but isn't going to be long at all. so it's just kind of...surreal, that's all.
thursday i'm headed up to the lovely city of cheney. i vowed i'd never go to eastern but we all see how my quickly my mind changes on these things. i also vowed i'd never go to central. now, i rejected UW and am leaning a little more toward eastern than to central at the moment. we'll see how friday goes. i'm liking the response i've gotten so far, though.
john [ aka lack ] was nice enough to burn me his entire collection of don ellis cds. so now i have 10 new cds...it's sweeeeet. i'm thouroughly enjoying them, as well...john's the best. jess says he's "a strange cookie" but i don't think so. i think he's awesome. i mean, check this out:
sam [ aka ormson ] and john, respectively. how cool is that?
anyway. so i went to bed at 9 last night and i'm more tired today than i was yesterday. that bugs me to no end. i know why...i slept like absolute crap last night. i woke up at 11...i'm wondering what that was about because that's a weird time in a sleep cycle to wake up. it was way too hot in my room when i woke up...yet it hadn't been when i went to sleep. i don't get it. and i woke up later because i was cold. so anyway...yeah. i may as well have stayed up until 1am and i wish now that i would have. i wasted all that time sleeping for nothing!
well, i think i'm spent. i'm on cd #3 of my new collection...i think i may take my CD player to my room yonder and catch up on the sleep i somehow lost last night.
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