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i am an elephant

11-12-'xx: 3:08pm

[ more than a feeling: (as recorded by) *nsync ]

i have been awake for more than three hours. as a matter of fact, i have been awake for about five hours.

[ used to turn me on: pansy division ]

this is probably because i went to bed at like, 10:30 last night. yes. i went to bed at 10:30pm on a saturday night. let's all say it together: pa-the-tic!

anyway, so i was reading ben's "blog" and i was driven to this on john's "blog". i really couldn't have worded it better...without being sarcastic, of course, like my 8 reasons i am not hip from yesterday. it really seems true, though. i mean...since when is a "clique" a good thing?

[ JAR: green day ]

i mean...when i think of a "clique", i think of those rotten girls in middle school who made fun of me and practically charged a membership fee to be their friend. i see internet "cliques" in roughly the same manner. it all seems pretty elitist and....stupid to me. yeah. that's it. stupid. it seems, for the most part, it's a bunch of people trying to out-do each other while simultaneously kissing each other's asses.

[ say goodby forever: the rentals ]

don't get me wrong, thought. there are a LOT of fabulous web designers out there, and there's a lot of cool stuff. and i think that they should showcase their stuff. i KNOW it takes a lot of time...it takes me a lot of time to keep this piece of shit running and i barely skim the surface of the wide world of internet technique. but...applying to have a goddamn status label on your site...dumb. all it says to me is "yes, i'm better than you, and here are a bunch of other people who are also better than you. have a nice day." it is in no way inspiring to me...in fact, it's the opposite. it just tells me that i shouldn't even bother trying.

[ rehashed: sicko ]

and i'm just as dumb to complain about it, eh? yeah. look at my work, just see how much i care. i'm about two steps away from making my site text only, you bastards. HA! i am the one who chooses how deep into the waters of uncoolness i go.

[ if i'm not the one: *nsync ]

so i went grocery shopping today, for the first time in like three weeks. we just all of the sudden realized that the only contents of our fridge was tortillas and mouldy swiss cheese. oh, and V-8. LOTS of V-8. we went to safeway...and got all kinds of cool stuff. like...zesty garlic sandwich pickles! YES! whoever thought of those is a freakin genius, i tell ya. and milk and bananas and other such nonsense. and of course, the wonder of safeway, 1% chocolate milk. simply delicious.

[ things: penelope houston ]

and then i went and had coffee at starbucks. maybe i'm hip after all.

well well...tuesday, i have a concert with the orchestra AND the wind ensemble. this'll be my first big band concert..it's almost exciting!

almost.

and...er...i have wednesday off! um...yay?

and friday....band trip. ooooooooh.

stay tuned!

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