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i keep writing letters to my garbage can...

8-5-'xx: 3:23pm

hmm. i'm going to go see a movie in a few hours. other than that....the day's been dull. well. kind of.

yesterday i went out to the mall with jessica and we kind of wandered around. at one point, we went to baskin robins in search of yenny and ended up eventually finding her...as she bought her smoothie jessica went nuts, saying "there he is!" knowing jessica, i immediately linked "he" with "maxon" and began looking for him.

"where?"

"there, in the middle"

"i don't see him....who are we talking about here...?"

"the driver's ed guy!!!!"

i immediately thought it was the driver's ed guy she thinks is cool....the mormon instructor guy. "where?"

"in the middle of those three guys!"

"WHAT three guys? who? what?"

"that one guy! the guy i have class with!"

"oh, THAT guy!" the guy she's determined to set me up with. he looked pretty cool. she talked to him later, he sounds like a nice guy. AND she finally got his name. "i make no opinion," i said, "until i have a name." it's a good system. and i'm glad he didn't notice us. jessica was going on about it quite loudly, i could hear the echo.

anyway, so then later last night my sister was sitting at the comptuer with the door open and the fan going, to [attempt to] cool off the house. and all of the sudden, someone walks up to the door and shines a flashlight in. [excuse me?] she was pretty freaked out, but she got up to check on it and it was a cop. [huh?] "do you want to talk to my dad?" she said. and he did. i guess that the neighbors across the street said that they smelled something that smelled like a dead body coming from our house. [????] now...that has to be the STUPIDEST thing i've ever heard. they live across a goddamned four lane street from us. add both our front yards in and that's no short distance. how could they pinpoint ANY smell to OUR house? it's totally...unreal...like some weird situation i'd dream up and then remember later and think that didn't actually happen, did it? and from such a distance, how do they know it isn't coming from THEIR yard? or one of our neighbors? or finley? it was totally retarded...and they called the cops! the nerve. i really don't like the idea of cops...or ANYONE, for that matter...creeping around my yard at night shining flashlights everywhere. call me crazy, but it kind of creeps me out.

anyway, while all of this happened i was laying on my couch here in my room listening to "giddy up" and playing computer pinball. later, in the evening, my sister misplaced something and immediately started blaming it on me and my messy room. and onward, telling me how if i don't clean it before i leave [in one day] that she's going to throw away all my stuff. and continues to remind me of how horrible and irrisponsible of a person i am. i love it how when i finally think i'm happy and in a good mood, someone has to go and ruin it for me. anyway, eventually she got off my back but it pisses me off. she forgets whose bed she's sleeping in right now, and i had to remind her that she CHOSE to come here, i didn't make her. but of course, that has nothing to do with it. it all goes back to the fact that i'm so much less perfect than her.

taco said the funniest thing the other day. she said that in something she read, someone described jc's dancing as "mimicking the act of sex." she went on to say that "sex with jc must be a VERY frightening experience. you're likely to be killed or something." maybe i'm the only one that thinks that's funny....but maaaan. we started planning our next big *nsync party...it's all about the HBO concert and a drunken lance suring mtv's spring break dediacations and of course, no refund's smash hit, super-size it!

and speaking of super-sizing, i went to mcdonalds today to get the *nsync/britney spears [s.h.] CD....because it was worth the 5 bucks just for "if i'm not the one"..."i keep writing letters to my garbage can"...i don't care what ben says, that line rocks. anyway, i also got a hello kitty happy meal...tee hee. hello kitty rocks my world! it's like, perfect right now...hello kitty toys, *nsync video and CD....mmmm. the fact that i only got the CD today gives me an excuse to go back next week and get ANOTHER hello kitty toy and the video. taco says joey smacks jc's butt, or SOMETHING.

and the mcdonalds commercial where lance was holding up the sign that says "and lance is cool, too!"....ultra-cute! hee hee hee i have been reduced, once again, to a giggling schoolgirl.

anyway. i've killed about half an hour...yay! i think i need some iced tea or something, it's way too hot here, i'm about to melt. i think i'll cut the giant spider out of the happy meal box i got and send it to taco. i think she'd like that!

until next time, bye bye bye!

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