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the most insightful thing ever.

10-31-'xx: 10:12pm

[ the best songs ever...EV-ER: mix CD ]

god, i'm so lazy. i swear. i mean, it's not like i haven't had time to update this...i would just think y'know, i don't feel like it. and i'm wasting precious minutes of sleep here but y'know, i just felt kinda like writing.

i'm not even going to try and squeeze EVERYTHING in here. i hate it when people do that, and it's like "and this happened and this happened and this happened" because i sit there and think alright, who cares? and besides...i can't remember most of what happened, anyway. so it must not have been that important.

what i do remember, sadly, is the band trip this weekend. YES. the band trip. to everett.

i won't go into detail but i do have to say that we won best auxilary in finals. BEST AUXILARY. that's best colourguard. we were the best there. it's still surreal to me...we were competing against guards who live it. they eat sleep breate guard. et cetera. anyway, not only that, but we performed finals in a downpour rainstorm. and it was hella fun.

gosh. i'm boring right now.

i wish i had something more life changing and important to say but y'know what? i don't. lately, issues and arguments about life and the way the world should work have been coming up between me and some of my friends and...well...i never realized how much i know. and it's really been bugging me that a lot of times, people make these really strong opinions but then don't provide any foundation on which to explain them and totally miss really important things that influence their point of view. actually...it's not like they even miss it. it's like they ignore it. and when you ask them questions about what they beleive it in, they chalk it up to the fact that it's their opinion, and by God, that's all the explanation it needs. it's not like i want to prove them wrong, or am really out to change their minds...it's just hard for me to understand their point of view when it's so baseless and vague. it's like talking to one of those toy cel-phones that has pre-programed messages.

yes, very general statements and whatnot up there but i'm just venting without having to single anyone out. plus, it's substance, woo hoo!

anyway. to tell you the truth, that's about all for now. i've been tired as hell lately. i hope i'm not sick or anything. being sick sucks ass.

and halloween is stupid.

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