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going mental.

3-31-'o1: 3:14pm

i think i'm going mental. last night, i had a long dream...most of it was unimportant. toward the end, though, there was a rainbow in the sky when there was no clouds. and there were like, pictures of fruit coming out of the end of the rainbow and i was like "it's the skittles rainbow!" and i tried to take a picture of it but i couldn't get it in my viewfinder. then, it zipped out of sight, and i walked down the street. i was with someone...i can't remember who, though. i sat down on the road and all of the sudden, it was raining. raining fruit. oranges, strawberries, grapefruits, grapes. like a damned skittles commercial. someone help me, please.

i saw a lisence plate that was 555-fyl. or something. i mean, the first three numbers weren't 555, but the letters were "fyl". and that reminded me of a long time ago, when that was ben's nickname with all the kids down in starkville. not really significant...just reminded me of how much things can change in such a short period of time. i'm surprised i even noticed it now...a few years ago i would have emailed him about it as soon as i got home. now? i don't know how long it's been since i emailed. long enough so i can't remember. it's hard to talk when you've run out of things to say.

i finally got a long sweater. i've been wanting one forever and they had one for cheap at rave. i probably never would have seen it if it hadn't been on a rack at the front of the store...i'm glad i did. now i can be warm in indiana in style. haha.

when i was in 7th grade, i had a list of people i didn't like. and i had drawn little bombs around their names, and knives, and stuff. it was like...totally not serious. i thought it was funny. if that had been now, though, and they'd found it, i probably would have been expelled. it's weird to think about that.

yep. going mental.

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