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"new look"

6-16-'xx: 3:59pm

since i'm going to be sleeping in tomorrow, i figured i'd give this good ol' diary a "new look". and to go along with this "new look", here is a "found poem" called [ fade out ]....a found poem is a poem that you make out of already existing prose. i took this from some of taco's diary entries....and usually, it's laid out all cool but i honestly can't figure out how to get this computer to display it that way.....it's a big part of the effect of the poem but oh well......

- - - - - - - - - - - - - [ fade out ] - - - - - - - - - - a found poem

.

only one person

in my life

has ever had access to my most hidden thoughts

. . . i even kept a lot [hidden] from her

she ended up ruining my life

and now i have this

mistrust

i can’t seem to shake

.

does she ever think about me anymore?

i’m cursed

with thinking of her far too often

i’m sure she doesn’t realize

what happened to my brain

back then.

.

[ go ahead and twist the knife with a smile . . . ]

.

something was

[ lost ]

that i have been trying desperately

to get back ever since

.

[ i know i never will. ]

.

it hurts a lot

to think about it

all the leftover pieces of bro

ken glass

still stabbing me

.

this song

will forever remind me of her

regardless of the fact that it’s a beautiful song.

.

one more reason to

[ hate her ]

for making beautiful songs

sound a little less beautiful.

.

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anyway, i think i'm off to bed. the it'll start getting light in about an hour....

b a c k / f o r w a r d