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4-15-'xx: 12:31pm

whooooo. sorry about the huge pause there....I've been really busy for the last two weeks. first, it was spring break and all I had access to was my mom's old fudgy-swirl compaq, which freezes if you type too fast. piece of shit. then taco's, and we were having way too much fun for me to write in my diary. we watched *nsync videos...awww yeah!

last night ben and I had the best conversation ever. like....it's been a recent trend for me to get all emotional and sad and for him to cheer him up but this time the conversation was just fun, we talked about *nsync. I think his joey obsession is helluv cute.

anyway so this week was just stressful, with my IB tapes and interviews and all. I was burning the candle at both ends all week. I got majorly stressed monday and was practically ready to just explode...I didn't have the tape done and didn't have the media to do it and my interview was supposed to be the next day. but fortunately, I got an extention and managet to turn out a pretty good tape, and a good interview. I'm glad that's all over.

spring is here and it's like it just snuck up on me. it's like, sure, all of the sudden there was daylight savings. but then, all of the sudden there were flowers, and leaves on trees. even those huge goddamned whatever-the-hell-they-are trees that are everywhere almost have leaves. which is funny, because last year it seemed like I waited forever for the leaves to grow and they took their goddamned time but this year spring was like fall. except the opposite. it was like, all of the sudden....wow, there's the leaves. instead of...wow, all of the sudden, the leaves are on the ground. I like this better because I don't have to rake the yard.

it was nice for a few days, but now it's cloudy and kind of cold. that's ok. but the other day it was hot and cloudy and humid, it sucked. uncharacteristic weather for around here. el nino? hahahahahahahaha.

ben sent me a package yesterday....he says it's got my burned *nsync CD in it (hell yeah!) and some _other surprises_. I can't wait! I love surprises, especially ben surprises. I told him I hoped they were pictures of his ass. he told me yeah like you wish. it'll probably come around the same time as the tax money, whichis when I'll probably buy my violin. I've been playing that thing for awhile and I just love it. and a new car!

see, my mom chewed my dad out major for driving my car. so my dad started to drive the tracker again. but it died. so now, we have to wait until we get the tax money to buy a new one. next week. it can't come fast enough!

[after very long pause, 6:26pm]

jesus. I can't even remember whatI was going to say. I had this cracked out dream last night about being in hawaii with the cousins and my dad and some people from choir. and I ate this apple and it wa slike, the best apple ever. cracked out.

I watched velvet goldmine last night....linz lent it to me. it was like....phew.

I think we're going to get a dog. I want a beagle. joey, taco's dog, is the coolest dog in the universe. I want one just like him.

I got a placebo CD today. I would have bought *nsync but but my burned copy is in the mail. ben is the bomb.

alright that's enough of my ramblings. I promise I'll write more now that the week from hell is over.

cross my heart.

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