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official letter of resignation (from an e-mail to taco) Subj: official letter of resignation cw: i, cydne zabel, officially resign from being "punk rock". tell linz THAT! i think that's so dumb. and if this is impairing my ability to be punk, then fuck being punk. i think i know about two people that are punk that aren't so full of themselves that they're about to choke. it pains me to say it, but punk rock is just another exclusive club that i just can't be a part of. there are good points to the whole "scene", but overall it's just like communism; a good idea, but it won't work. the scene has been openly rejecting me and my ways of thinking over and over. it's gotten to the point where i will try no more. it's just another label...another image that you constantly have to live up to. and if you don't play by the rules, you're out. how ironic...punk rock, which was originally supposed to be all about breaking the rules, has regressed into following it's own strict structure. you have no idea how much this all pisses me off. it's not WHAT you are, it's WHO you are...and it's really sad when people who claim to be open-minded start to judge you on what kind of music you choose to like or what kind of clothes you choose to wear. overall, i'm a lot more happy than i've been in a long time. but i guess that if what's making me happy isn't 1) getting drunk, 2) getting high, 3) listening to punk music, 4) going to "shows", 5) all that other punk rock stuff.....well then, i'm just not cool enough for the scene. not like i ever was. i have just come to realize that i don't want to be. if the scene won't accept me for who i am, then screw 'em ←/ b a c k w a r d / f o r w a r d /→ |
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