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wanted: a sandwich

4-1-'o1: 5:11pm

i don't understand why the FAFSA form has to be so damned confusing. my parents are divorced...what do i do? how do i go about filling out this form? do i fill it out as if my mom and the rest of my family, who live across the state, don't exist? or do i include them in somehow? if so...where? i guess i'll have to wait until monday, when i can get some guidence on this subject. until then....hey, at least it's half filled out.

and i filled out my EWU application. now i just have to send in the signature sheet. it was easy to fill out because there was no pressure for me to get it done or anything. i just opened up my long finished UW application and played the cut/paste game. i still, by the way, have heard nothing from them as far as acceptence goes. screw that, anyway.

and speaking of college...i had yet another cracked-out dream last night. that for some reason we visited oberlin, and that i was in the dorm that ben had been in. and he'd hid things in there when he was in ohio a few weeks ago, and i found them but i put them back. then, i enrolled in a bunch of classes and went there. it was spring break there, too, and classes were supposed to start the following tuesday. it was sunday night before i realized that i hadn't graduated high school yet, and that people at home were kinda expecting me to. my argument to myself was that i had been accpeted to oberlin, so it didn't matter that i hadn't graduated high school yet. the problem with that, however, is that i suddenly realized that i had never applied to oberlin...so how could i have been accepted? and how come they were letting me register for classes? how on earth did i get there, anyway? and...why on earth was oberlin suddenly where keywadin park is? mysteries in my dream that, unfortunately, were never solved.

i'd never, in a million years, be accepted to oberlin. and in the tiny tiny chance that maybe i would be...i'd never be able to pay for it. $30,000 a year....hell, my house is worth only a bit more than that.

anyway, i went shopping today. i needed a few things so i went to tj maxx...for the first time, surprisingly. they had a lot of great stuff...all of the things [ excluding the buff coloured pantyhose ] i bought were either black or gray. i wonder if they've done any studies of how what you buy reflects your personality. i'd probably come out with [ cough ] flying colours.

and now, my dad is watching xfl. hahaha.

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