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sweet toilet university

3-9-'xx: 4:22pm

I kept meaning to write for the last few days, but I was always just a bit too lazy or busy to. like always.

monday I had bye bye birdie practice until 5 or so. in the middle of that, I also had my lesson. we sounded alright, nothing spectacular or anything...but as I was going back down to the pit after my lesson robbie comes up and is like "oh my god, get down there....you need to tell them that they suck soooooo bad." when I asked what sucked, so that y'know...we could FIX it or something, he said "everything". so his opinion: automatically invalid. it's like...yeah, that's specific. I'll go down there and they'll fix it immidiately, your highness. robbie's a snot.

anyway, so I tell lane and ormson that and they laugh and they're like "have you HEARD the singers?" lane asked who robbie was, and what he looked like. robbie better watch out.

I'd go more into detail about that but I don't feel like that. you gotta be in the mood for that sort of thing. it just pisses me off that it's becoming another musicians vs. actors operation. I think the actors are still bitter about will rogers getting cancelled last year, due partially to lack of support from the music department. because they treated the pit for fiddler on the roof like shit. etc. that, and most of the actors I know are snots anyway. others are great, though.

then the orchestra festival tuesday was good. how many hot college guys did I find? zero. just another reason NOT to go to central. I made the mistake of drinking a latte before I got on the bus...so naturally, by the time we got to yakima I had to pee. by the time we got to ellensburg,I had to pee so bad it wasn't even funny. I have christened CWU "sweet toilet university". because not only did I get to a toilet, but it kind of smells like a toilet at times.

there was a cute guy playing cello from another school, though, who came and joined us when my trio was practicing. he was nice, too. the orchestra he was in wasn't very good, though, I felt kind of bad.

dorian studios keeps sending me mail, repeatedly. about some senior portrait package. they've sent me like, 5 postcards (the same one) AND a letter. next thing you know, they'll send out a stalker to follow me to my house and everywhere I go, and start sending me death threats. I don't want to get my senior portraits there! I wish they'd stop sending me mail. it's irritating and kind of dissapointing.

I finally wrote ben back last night. I don't know what my problem is...anyway...it was a pretty regular e-mail. I hope he e-mails back soon. I considered calling him but then decided against it, don't want to rack up the phone bill noticably. I wish I could talk to him, though. I told him last night that I wish he was here so I could at least be in the same room as him.

at LEAST.

I found out yesterday that my grandfather died. I wasn't very close to him...I'd only ever seen him something like twice...and I can only remember one time. but I'm worried about my mom, I hope she's ok. I'm going up to visit. I feel really really horrible, though, because I'm torn...the funeral is not only over the opening weekend of bye bye birdie, but is also over solo/ensemble. I feel like shit letting the family down even though my mom told me to stay here...but then if I went I'd be letting down all the esnembles. and, as eric told me today, "we'd have to kill you."

I have been typing this while sitting in a funn ypositiuon on the floor so I don't have to move my keyboard. both legs went numb.

I need some food, and I'll be jetting off to symphony in a few. it's pathetic...alne isn't here, and the orchestra was a pathetic size due to skippage and sstate today...but we're STILL having symphony. I felt awful...smeds conducted and we truly sounded like shit today. I took down a list of everyone gone and all the people who decided they weren't going to play their instruments. I hate to be the bad guy but they pissed me off. it's not fair that they should not play and then just have no one know about it, y'know? I don't know how our orchestra is any good with all these people with shit for attitudes.

anyway, so that's about it. keep it real.

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