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sucker so long

3-5-'xx: 1:18pm

wow. I'm writing kinda early for a sunday...I'm usually not really up by now...haha.

so last night, on the way home from the game, my dad stopped at mcdonalds to get himself something to eat and being the self-control-less person I am, I ordered a bix x-tra. now I'm hungry again, but I'm going to practice self control for once. it's saltines and oatmeal for me today.

so I ahd this dream, that my mom had a baby and then I went to visit. and I didn't know if it was a boy or a girl, and what it's name was. and I felt reall yhorrible, seeing that it was my sibling and all. so I guess that's a sign that I need to call my mom. there was more to the dream but it was all cracked out so I won't even bother trying to remember it.

I want to get out of the house today but I'm not sure what there is to do. I'd say "let's go to a movie" but like...I saw a movie last sunday. I'll probably just end up sitting here. like usual, y'know? being boring.

I swear to god Ihad something more to say but I've completely forgot. honest. last night, I went through the member's directory and just clicked on diaries whose names appealed to me. and it cheered me up...no offence to anyone reading this, but I may be pathetic...but some of the diaries out there make mine look like a vacation. or something, not too good at metaphors right now. but there's all these people, and they write these deep, emo diaries that like...m,ake no sense and are no fun to read. and like, 25% of the diaries I read started out "I don't know if anyone is reading this" or with some comment about who is reading it...I HATE that. I can understand, y'know, commenting about someone important reading it....but just addressing everyone in general...irritating. or when people write with a HUGE faced font...or when their page loads in but there's nothing there...or when it's the first entry and they're like "hm, I wonder what I should write in this, blah blah" and that's it. or when it's like, one sentence. anyway. but there were a lot of really well designed diaries out there. some of them were even kind of entertaining.

the best were the ones with the words "punk" and "grrl" in them. I tried to read all of those.

I also looked up handy html advice. I'm thinking about maybe doing a website eventually. but I think I should probably learn adequate html first, so my page isn't crappy. crappy websites suck. or something.

okay I'm just rambling aimlessly now. I think I'll get dressed and go eat some oatmeal.

so long, suckers.

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